Discipleship

Sometimes I just want to close my eyes and pretend I am not living this life because this is not what I had expected, yet, this is what I prayed for. From being sick for so many years and now this?  The home being lost, again! Why on earth would the Lord ask me to…

“How can I take my children to the Cross when I can’t even get there myself?” Those were the words that ran through my mind today. Physically exhausted from all of the packing and purging, cooking and cleaning, laundry and learning. Mentally overwhelmed because of the road ahead. More news.  The straw that broke the…

Do you ever get tired of living in the ‘storms’ of life? I know I have! I have been asked that question often by other women and what I have tried to do in my own life is learn to sleep in the boat like Jesus did when He was in a storm. (Please know…

So, after my last post on despair and denial of the Lord, I figured I would address another elephant in the room amongst Christians. I often wonder why we don’t share about certain topics because who better to understand our fragility, brokenness, sin, failures, and hard times than another sister in the Lord, after all,…

I had no intentions of writing this post anytime soon because, quite honestly, I did not want to mentally and emotionally relive the past feelings of my life where I experienced so much physical pain, long-suffering, hopelessness and times of despair as I walked with the Lord.  I knew at some point the Lord would…

It was on a Saturday morning and I was just beginning to pack our home to move for the second time in 10 months. My husband had asked me what I was doing that morning and I replied with a disgusted tone, “Digging in dumpsters to look for boxes, again, for the third day in…