The One Question a Wife Wants to Ask Her Husband but Is Too Afraid To
As I sat on the couch with tears running down my face, this question came to my mind. I processed it over and over, wondering why my husband didn’t understand my need. I soon realized I was too afraid to tell him.
Over the weeks and months that followed, I came to the conclusion this question was a very common question in the heart of every wife, although it may manifest itself in differing actions or attitudes.
We silently speak this question to ourselves…
When we’re fearful.
When we blow it and we need their grace.
When we need them to be tender toward us.
When we feel neglected.
When the tears fall from our faces.
When we lash out.
When our hormones are raging.
When the storms hit.
When we’re unsure and insecure.
When we seek to control the situation.
When we’re afraid to follow their lead.
I know for me, when I experience any or all of these emotions, what I’m really saying to my husband is this:
Can’t you just love me?
But I don’t say those words because I’m fearful; fearful of exposing my weaknesses. I don’t voice my heart’s concerns because it requires me to be extremely vulnerable, and vulnerability is not a strong suit of mine. I’d prefer to put on battle armor and head into war than bare my soul to another human being.
But God wired us wives with the need to feel loved by our husbands. (It’s why He commanded our men to love us like Christ loved the church.)
Husbands, love your wives, just as Christ also loved the church and gave Himself for her. Eph. 5:25
So I’m faced with two choices.
Either bare my soul and face possible rejection. Or expect my husband to read my mind. By the way, he’s not a very good mind reader. 🙂 I don’t think any man is, really.
My man and I have had countless conversations of what he needs from me and what I need from him. Over the years, as the seasons and stages have changed, sometimes our specific needs have changed. But what has remained constant is his need for respect and my need to feel loved.
I can watch and study him to find out how he feels respected by me, and thus, become an influential wife. And I’m sure he studies me. But sometimes I’m a little more complicated to figure out than he is. 🙂 Therefore, I have to tell him specifically what I need from him. It’s always an uncomfortable conversation for me to have because I’m letting down my walls as I hand him my heart.
But we’ve found this vulnerable and transparent process to produce a fulfilling and thriving marriage in our lives.
Here are 2 simple ways to start this process in your marriage:
- Ask him what makes him feel respected by you, and then do it. If you struggle in giving your guy respect, then ask him how and what you can do to help him feel respected by you.
- Then it’s your turn. Perhaps he’ll ask you how he can love you? If he doesn’t, you can give him some ideas!
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Live a poured out life for Christ,
Jolene Engle
I thought something was wrong with me that no matter what I was feeling it was always tied back to being afraid that I wasn’t loved. I thought I was crazy! Now I don’t feel as crazy – thank you!
I’ve started asking my husband what I can do that makes him feel respected and how I can help him out and not do things that really annoy him. So far we’ve made lots of progress so I’m grateful.
My husband doesn’t read minds either so it can be difficult for me to remember that I have to tell him (he probably won’t ask) what I need. Baby steps….
Glad to hear that you now feel normal, Jennifer! 🙂
Hello Jolene,
This is great the Lord spoke to me through this post such an amazing God he is. My husband has been having a tough time at the moment and i don’t feel he knows how much i respect him so tonight after work i am going to ask him these questions and apply it to our marriage.
Godbless you xox
This is so awesome to hear, Summer! God gives us what we need when we need it!
Thanks for sharing
I know this was a post from a while back, but I do believe my Abba led me here. Over the past week, I have felt this need burning in me, and I’ve been turning to the Lord to meet this need to be loved. In so many ways he’s assured me of his love for me… but yet this need persists, to be loved by my husband. God has really been taking me on a journey to cultivate honor towards my husband in both myself, in my children, and in the atmosphere of our home.
And I read this. And my heart went YES! That’s it! God is really pushing me to express this need to my husband. I need to know that he loves me and I need his affection. And I can’t let him off the hook and make this so easy for him. Just as much as he comes to me with a need for sex, I need to come to him with a need for affection and love. So pray for us. I know that my husband hasn’t yet fathomed the love that God has for him, and as our counselor told us, you can’t give what you don’t first have. Pray that I can express this need to him in an honoring way without making him feel discouraged.
I am sooo very glad I read our reply. The comment you said “you can’t give what you don’t already have” hits home. I am getting frustrated with my husband as I “tear down my walls & hand him my heart” and he replies with “what are you talking about ?” Or I asked him what was the last thing he knows God told him in his prayers about us? His response was “I don’t have to tell you that”. It hurt me sooo bad. Please pray for my patience and compassion for my husband as he learns to listen to God. As you said you can’t lead where you haven’t been. Thanks so much!